Goddammit! I fucking HATE that part! Those emotional consequences of those questionable decisions we make. Sometimes it's worth it, sometimes not. I've learned I can always change direction, reinvent myself, and I do that pretty routinely these days. I think it's called learning from my choices! Do more of the stuff that makes me feel good and less of the stuff that makes me feel bad. I don't miss the affair, but there's not much I regret about it. It was necessary to get me here, and here is a much better place.