How did I get so lucky to have you even just this little bit? And how did I get so unlucky to lose my fucking mind?

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July 8, 2017

Jeff,

Out two days and I’m hearing voices again. It makes it hard to sleep. They’re right in my ear when I just about fall asleep then they jolt me awake. I can’t make out what they’re saying. They don’t scare me. Because I…