I get why it’s me. Maybe. Or maybe thinking I get why it’s me is a delusion.

July 12, 2017

So I laid down, I slept, but now I’m up. I’m up. This is good. As long as I don’t stay up all night.

You know that verse, “Walk out your salvation with fear and trembling”? Well that’s how I feel. “Walk out your bipolar with fear and trembling.” I’m afraid and I’m trembling. But I’m walking.