Surely I will die. Nothing can be this painful and not kill you. Nothing.
3 min readNov 16, 2022
May 5, 2018
Louisville
No one around here celebrates Cinco de Mayo. It’s all about Derby. I am a stranger in a very strange land.
It’s at night when it really hits me full force. The weight in my chest is unbearable. Grief turned physical. I try to distract myself. Watch a movie. But this…
