Why do we women give ourselves away so easily?
February 2, 2018
Last week was a fabulous week. It culminated in the best sex I could ever hope for with the man I love most in the world, Jeff, Mr. Unremarkable. The most Incredible Unremarkable man in the world.
Things went quickly downhill from there. I have basically taken to my bed for days now, a week. Until last night in conversation with Adrian I was finally able to put the pieces together. I finally had a jumping off point for my severe depression. I got it.
I met a man on a dating site. A nice enough fellow, or so it seemed. In law enforcement. So, one would make certain assumptions about men in law enforcement. First, you would think they would be alert to non-verbal cues, since it’s their job to determine if someone is telling the truth. Second, you would think since they are sworn to uphold the law they would give some thought to their behavior. Third, you would assume that while they might be jaded to some degree, dealing with the population they deal with, still they would desire to take the higher path, to do the right thing, to treat people with dignity and respect. None of these behaviors were exhibited by this man.
He was not an attractive man, but you know now that although I am sometimes fortunate to be with an attractive fellow, I do tend to align with the underdog…
