You won't be homeless because you wouldn't allow that. And I'm sure those who love you wouldn't allow it either. Again, you're catastrophizing. Quit that! People often don't think there are options, but there are always options. Always. You're not in a place where you can see clearly right now. That's not a fault, that's human. A counselor can help you frame things in a realistic way. And that will empower you. Sorry, I'm sounding like a broken record now. Also, no sudden moves is a life motto of mine. I've catastrophized and acted in anger or fear so many times only to regret it and narrow down my options. So no sudden moves. Sit with it and talk to a professional. Guaranteed, it will make a huge difference. I absolutely unequivocally guarantee it! Do it for you! Champion you!